Instead of posting photos today; I have decided to write.
I've been struggling with depression and sleeping normal hours.
It would be nice if one of my friends could call me and make sure I get up in the morning. I mean calling me, and telling me to get out of bed, and waiting until I'm standing to get off the phone. Or something similar, because my alarm just isn't cutting it.
I've also noticed that I'm grouchy. Little things have been irritating me to the point that I've been getting angry.
I know that some of it has to do with me being able to define my boundaries.
I've noticed that a lot of people in my life, are stepping over my boundaries. As a result I've been struggling with how to lovingly let them know that they need to stop. Out of anger I've been rude and mean towards them. ---If you have any advice on how to lovingly let people know that they are going too far, I will gladly listen to it.
Its really difficult for me to set healthy boundaries with certain family members. In fact I'm not really sure what healthy boundaries are. I've tried to find information on it... or even how to recognize when someone is stepping over your boundaries... but the websites I've come up with talk about personal struggles and not with the specifics on how to determine problems in this area. (I could use some info on this)
As a result of me sleeping really late, I haven't been getting much done as far as my photography business is concerned. This worries me quite a bit, considering I would love it if I could actually make a profit. Making a profit is not a priority to me in comparison to getting in the habit of actually working, and doing what I love, but it would be nice.
I've been struggling with depression and sleeping normal hours.
It would be nice if one of my friends could call me and make sure I get up in the morning. I mean calling me, and telling me to get out of bed, and waiting until I'm standing to get off the phone. Or something similar, because my alarm just isn't cutting it.
I've also noticed that I'm grouchy. Little things have been irritating me to the point that I've been getting angry.
I know that some of it has to do with me being able to define my boundaries.
I've noticed that a lot of people in my life, are stepping over my boundaries. As a result I've been struggling with how to lovingly let them know that they need to stop. Out of anger I've been rude and mean towards them. ---If you have any advice on how to lovingly let people know that they are going too far, I will gladly listen to it.
Its really difficult for me to set healthy boundaries with certain family members. In fact I'm not really sure what healthy boundaries are. I've tried to find information on it... or even how to recognize when someone is stepping over your boundaries... but the websites I've come up with talk about personal struggles and not with the specifics on how to determine problems in this area. (I could use some info on this)
As a result of me sleeping really late, I haven't been getting much done as far as my photography business is concerned. This worries me quite a bit, considering I would love it if I could actually make a profit. Making a profit is not a priority to me in comparison to getting in the habit of actually working, and doing what I love, but it would be nice.
1 comment:
I see you Posted this at 3:42 am, which proves your abnormal sleeping habits since your normally supposed to be sleeping at that time.... I will gladly call you in the morning.. Since Brendon has started Kindergarten our Mornings start before 8am.. I would love it if I could start calling you at that time, then I wouldn't feel like I was the only one being Tortured!
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